成日就係咁上la....佢望都冇望過我呀,,,,
番到屋企....又係屋企發呆la,,,,
媽:食藥la,,,
我:哦.,,,,,
哩幾個月我都keep住食藥,,,,,
到左番學既第2日....我決定要同ar深講野,,,,
為左專重佢,,,我就決定用傳紙仔.....我戴定好多好多紙番學校,,,,
為左費是比我d同學見到我係有$人,,,
所以我日日都係自己行路番學,,,,,
一上中文堂,,,,我就拎左一張紙出黎,,,,,傳紙仔la..
我:你好呀,,,,我個名叫津津呀....
佢望完之後,,,,就傳番張紙仔比我,,,,,
佢竟然唔應我??
我:我想同你做個朋友呀,,,,(係張子度寫)
佢回左個〔交差〕比我,,,,我勁無奈lo..
我再寫:點解?我真係真心同你做朋友 ga!!
佢再寫多個交差比我,,,,夠竟佢係唔係一出世就係咁呢?
唉,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
我:(寫左個唔開心既樣)
哩一日又係咁過la,,,,,天呀,,,,,,,,,
係唔係真係要我死果日佢先當我係佢既fd呀??
我係小息,,,,偷偷地咁偷左佢支筆,,,,,,,,諗住放學扮晒野比番佢,,,,
點知,,,放學鐘打左,,,
我:(我再用子寫)你住邊ga??
佢寫左,,,,,,大埔....哩2個字....之後就走左lu,,,,
我心諗,,,我夠知la,,,,邊度至得ga,,,唉....= =,,,,,
我就偷偷地跟住佢,,,,,,哩一日我係要去醫院ga,,,
不過,,,,,,,算la..去小1兩日冇所謂la,,,
我跟佢,,,跟到佢屋企大堂,,,,,,,,,我又唔知佢住邊層,,,,,真係煩la,,,,
惟有番屋企la,,,,
番到屋企,,,,食左d藥,,,好辛苦呀,,,,比平時更加辛苦,.,,,
就一直屈係張床度,,,,,好痛呀,,,,點算呢??
我:好痛呀,,,,,,(忍,,,忍,,,縮埋一舊)
突然森仔出現係我眼前,,,,
真係要到我有事,,,,佢先出現??
我:森仔,,,,你黎左la??(扮冇野)
森:你冇事呀麻??(行都唔行埋黎,,,,,企左係度)
我:點解你咁耐都唔黎搵我ar?
森:對唔住呀,,,,,
我:好痛呀,,,,,><
森:我送你去醫院呀,,,,
我:(令頭)我唔想再自己一個留係醫院la,,,,
森:小津呀,,,,
我:我得ga啦,,,,,你知唔知呀,,,,我今日見到ar深呀,,,(好辛苦咁講)
森:小津,,,,,(想衝過黎)
我:你攬住我ar,,,(伸手)
森:(行左一步,,,,停左)
我:森仔,,,,,,你比我掂下你la,,,
森:你好好照顧自己呀,,,,(之後走左)
我:森仔,,,,,,,,,,,,,,牙,,,,好痛呀,,,,,,,,,
我係櫃筒搵晒d止痛丸出黎......一食就食左3粒,,,,,
我:好痛呀,,,,,,,,(出晒汗)
痛左好耐好耐....
等左陣就唔痛lu....我係咁呼吸,,,,
我:冇事la,,,冇事la,,,,,,,(慢慢咪埋眼訓左陣,,,)
一蕉早又再番學la,,,,一起身就面青口唇白,,,,,冇晒精神,,,,
番到去上緊堂既時候訓著左,,,,
miss:x津津,,,,,
我聽到有人叫我,,,,,唔好理la,,,,真係好累ar,,,,
miss:x津津,,,,,,你同我企起身,,,,
我感覺到有人拍我,,,,,,,,越拍越大力......
我:吾??(望下上面)
miss:你訓夠未呀??
我:吾,,,,,,
miss:病就唔好番學la,,,
我:唔係呀,,,,
miss:企係度上堂la,,,
我:哦,,,,,,,
之後企左係度,,,,我覺得我自己好想訓低,,,,,
突然ar深傳左張紙過黎,,,,我第1次見佢咁望我ga,,,,
佢寫,,,,
深:你有冇事呀?早退la,,,,,你個樣好唔掂呀,,,,,
我好開心呀,,,,佢識關心我呀,.,,,,我諗番起以前既佢,,,同我講野,,,,
我望住佢係度笑,,,,,,真係好開心呀,,,,,
就係咁,,,佢上上下堂就會望下我,,,,,,我同自己講,,,,
唔可以訓低ga,,,,,,,堅持到底呀,,,,,
直到放學.....打左落堂鐘,,,,,
我好累呀.....即刻訓左係張台度,,,,,,,,,,,咁樣一訓,,,
都唔知訓左幾耐lu,,,,
我一醒番,,,,,發覺自己仲係張台度,,,,,哈,,,,
背隻仲有件〔外套〕係度,,,,,,我周圍咁望,,,,,我見到成個天都黑晒,.,,,,
惟獨只有見到ar深係我隔離做緊功課,,,,,
成個課室都冇人呀,,,,
我:點解我仲未番屋企既,,,,,
佢用張紙寫左d野比我,,,,
深:我見你咁累,,,,咁咪比你係度休息一陣lo,,,,
你住邊ga??我送你番去ar!!,,,,
我:(笑左笑)好多謝你呀,,,,(同佢講)
之後ar深對住我笑左笑,,,,我覺得我好滿足la,,,,,真係好開心呀,,,,
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